what i want is freedom...

Monday, September 13

busy like hell

lolx. haven't been bloggin lately. i was quite attached to the Thousand Arm Chenrezig initiation. then after every day i had a bit of coffee meeting here and there.

the weekend was quite an anticipating one. i bought a number of stuff, check it out by my shopping list.
sunday was quite fun too, i met Joshua at orchard. we bought bourne supremacy tix and went shopping around the town. Joshua saw the feminine side of me... we bought numerous things. LoL! I remembered we still walked to Crown Prince Hotel and take photo.
I dined while we chatted. Then we reached Emerald for arcade. We played some Zhu Ge Liang game. I sux... I didn't know how to play at all! LOL!~ the last time i had arcade-craze was like 4 years ago.

We went to Lido to watch our movie at 9.30pm and enjoyed the thrill abit. The outcome wasn't really good as I only got scared 3 times (but not veri scary though).

Well, it was just a friendly movie 2-person outing~ don't think so much, people! *koks head*
and Joshua!!! I not rich de!~!

Schooling
Today, in school, i was totally busy and Koon actually came to say hi... actually he wanted to taste the Foodcourt 1's new pasta. I didn't buy pasta for lunch though because it was really a long queue. According to my food specialists (Chem Process Tech - Food Option), the food from the stall is not bad.
Koon: so the food should be edible!!! LOL!
School after lunch sux... because the teacher kept picking on me for questions. I know Sam is just a one-syllabus name but don't need to call until so shuangs ma.
Actually wanted to meet Daniel for dinner but he couldn't make it. Oh well...
Ya!!! I can focus on my "lotuses" to penetrate into bodies, instead of heads. I'm trying hard to gain control the "lotuses" from emitting on their own. So no gurantees...
If you're linked with me, I believe last night you shouldn't be able to sleep well because I was chanting in my dreams. LOL! Couldn't get into sleep without chanting.
This morning I tried to visualise 4-armed Chenrezig with very strong light to compete with the sun but still lost to the sun... I'm visualising that I'm standing on an ultra-big lotus-seat instead of a lotus hat.
I believe I can do this. So far, I didn't play with energy today. All I did was sending metta though.

[emo kid @ 8:12:00 PM]
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