
Thursday, October 14
i can't believe i actually mixed up with the bottom and top thingie...
i chatted with some people on the fone today and finally realised that the top-and-bottom is referring to performance on bed!!!
i don't believe that! i'm so KOON!!! gawk, save mE! i'm not a bottom in bed. in fact, i'm not ready for bed performance!!!! !(*#$%&#*(*%$)
c'mon~ all the while for my 5 months in AJ life, i always tot that the top-and-bottom thing is referring to the role in a relationship because i got mixed up by seeing the fridae options.
they had 'butch', 'femme', 'top', 'bottom', 'versatile', and 'others'. i tot it was the behaviour in a relationship and i tot 'top' is the aj version of 'butch' and thus behaving more like a guy in a relationship!
and i tot 'bottom' is the aj version of 'femme' and thus behaving more like a girl in a relationship!!!
i can't believe i had misled many people's thinking!~! OH NO~~~
someone please enlighten me how to name yourself when you're behaving more like a girl in a relationship... (not performance in bed!!!)
i feel so salah now. -.-"""""