Wednesday, December 22
- i'm pretty tied up with my christmas party stuff (my school one)
- i went to get very bright/luminous yellow hair dye. it's temporary
- more refinedly... it's called temporary luminous hair gel
- i'm still doing last minute downloading of christmas songs now
- my supervisor said i have not enough songs
- i borrowed a laptop from school. so i can do manual crossfade
- tomorrow is my big day. i heard there're going to be more people than expected from freshmen orientation
- i'm going to put on my ESPN cap and color my hair! act a bit punk with my contact lenses...
- lucky i only got 2 hours of lecture tomorrow
- so i can sleep after school at home
- some habits changed
- i started to feed on a heavy breakfast
- i dun eat lunch
- i eat small dinner
- i ate breadtalk today for breakfast! i can't believe i actually consumed it. i hate myself
- i stopped exercising. no motivation to continue... dun ask me
- i wear long pjs to sleep now
- i pamper myself with aircon now
- he onli sms me once today
- i shouldn't think of him so much. shouldn't expect that much either
- not even together... should loosen up & be more relax
- yay! i'm still single
- i went to holland v today with kevin
- he said my plan to ugli-fy myself failed
- the plan was to get myself wear specs to look more geeky and ready for studying
- as a matter of fact, he mentioned the cute word to describe me. -________________-
- i'm going to wear that pj-lookalike shirt to my xmas party tomorrow. yay! i'm going to look weird
- but i'm going to stand out! heez
- with my cap and colored hair
- i think i'm plainly too crazy
- yes, i am
- but it's the only way to keep myself occupied. to stop thinking about unhappy things &
- a lot of people going to whynot on xmas eve/day
- fyi: i'll be at whynot... camping there for xmas day from 10 to 3 i think
- xmas eve i dunno wat time i will go
- still got people say i look like jj lin
- think i should go change my name to lin jun sam
- ok. *slaps myself*
- "u're so buay hiao bai!!!"
- i look more like a boy who just came out of ns and stepped into poly for lessons. becoz of my geeky specs
- at least tat's wat they tell me on 1st day of sch
