what i want is freedom...

Friday, October 29

major change?

i moved my tag-board and music file (also changed the music too, i do that weekly) to the top for convinience...
i added Nixon and food to be abstained.
in my "about me", i also added a countdown to my 18th birthday!!! yay!
i also added a name signing off at every entry...

i luv my blog. muackz...
by 2005, i might shift blog because there're simply too many entries... everytime i changed some template settings, it takes pretty long to update for they need to change settings on ALL entries pages.

nevertheless, if i shift blog, i'll inform everyone ok? ;-)
cheers~

[emo kid @ 5:38:00 PM]
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Astrological Superstition

Tiger Astrology Daily Overview for 29/10/2004
Give friendship a better place in your life. Good work, perseverance and useful supports will be the keys to your success. Increased financial potentials: cleverness in transactions, luck in general, etc. Do exercise so as to have better blood circulation. All contracts will be favored. Be firm toward your close relatives and make them understand that there are limits that should not be trespassed; failing this, they will become too intrusive and you won't be able to enjoy your life.

Tiger Astrology for 2004
This year will not be dull if you indulge in work with energy and decisiveness. Tell yourself that the time of muddling through is now definitely over. You will certainly reap benefits from well-thought-out action and from accomplishing your tasks. Follow your work plan strictly, without jumping from one thing to another like a kangaroo! In order to cope with the difficulties of the year, seek a philosophical understanding of life. Everyone meets with a small failure from time to time; make a new start on a good basis.

Tiger Love Astrology for 4th Quarter 2004
Peaceful love affairs will be favored at the expense of tumultuous and resounding passions. An agreeable romance might begin to take on the appearance of a more stable and more concrete relationship; you could even consider cohabitation in the months to come. Already formed couples will be happy, and lonely souls will have good chances to meet soul mates.

Sagittarius Astrology Daily Extended for 29/10/2004
Even if you don't agree with someone 100 percent of the time, what's the harm in letting them have their opinion? You can save a lot of time by just letting go of any urge to argue someone out of a viewpoint, and with all that you have to do, it's definitely in your best interest to save time wherever you can. Be delicate with some of the touchier people in your life, or they'll accuse you of just humoring them; the conversation that follows their discovery will take way more time than it's worth!

Sagittarius Astrology Teen Forecast for 29/10/2004
Obligation. It's not a bad word. It's just a word a lot of people are mildly allergic to. You know what? You might have to oblige them to step up to their responsibilities, as far as you're concerned, anyway. Ahhh-choo! Bless 'em!

Sagittarius Astrology October 04 Forecast
When it comes to talking -- late night, deep down, candlelit conversations -- you're like a moth to the flame. The 3rd and 4th, particularly, will be days (and nights) for soul-searching, one-on-one or 'What does it all mean?' kinds of interaction. You might not come up with answers, but asking the questions is just as important. The 6th and 7th, somebody might toss a little water on your flame -- don't fight it. Sometimes it's just not a good match. The 9th could find you on the road (again?). You can't wait to be making music with your friends, it seems -- especially the 13th and 14th, when it'll be these very same friends whose help will get you out of a sticky situation. The 15th or 16th could hit you with a case of the moody blues. It'll pass the 23rd, when a beautiful stranger will lift your spirits. Don't fret too much if, the 24th and 25th, you feel a little at loose ends: You'll be back on top the 27th. The month ends on a high note, with a rock ballad or two celebrating friendship.

[emo kid @ 3:12:00 AM]
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Wednesday, October 27

buay tahan liao

l.o.l.
i buay tahan liaoz... i got something secret to tell.
last night i slept like naked... that wasn't delibrately.
dunno why for some silly reasons which i forgot.
i swear to god i wasn't having any wild dreams.
i also can't remember why i removed my shirt, and the shorts was like at my knees.
did i dreamwalk or something?

lucky today nobody's in the house today... and i was the cook of the day. i cooked for myself. i did unsuccessful scrambled eggs. well at least it's halfway to success. partial part of it was watery. -___-"
but i followed the microwave recipe closely wat... =( anyway, i still had to finish up my not-so-tasty product =P but it was fun in kitchen~ i'm waiting for my infusions tea to be properly infused before i drink it... hehZ. so enjoy-life sia.

7x7 more days to go!!! wooohooo~~ 七七四十九天!

woo... nearly forgot the time to get back to the notes... tomorrow's maths paper @ 2pm.
-blog vacation-

[emo kid @ 11:25:00 AM]
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Saturday, October 23

attention needed

everyone ought to check out this website...
i'm great singapore is opening up to such things. =)

yep, got to go to ACJC to see boys N gals. ACJC boys are delicious!!! i acted veri str8 today in their campus becoz i simply was the only dyed hair kid in the school! argh... cannot expect me to go around touching guys' butts like that right? LoL! i kept silent lor, sometimes get the glares from the ACJC people. >_<
anyway, got a bit of goodies. the handphone tail/tag is cool... haha, i hung it on my handphone liaoz.

today has been great... so far i'm going to check out 3D Studio Max (after exams) to colour my IKEA room design. someone helped me drew out the 3D design of the room in AUTOCad 2005 for me. heehee... it was nice of him to do that becoz he spent the whole afternoon. he was the most ideal person becoz he studied a diploma on building architecture stuff.

oh yeah... i decided i needed one hell of another blog vacation! >_< the freakin exams are coming... this time is E-X-A-M-S... not the quizes or tests.
tata.
will be back on 4 Nov 04 (even though i think my hands will be itching on weekends)

[emo kid @ 10:45:00 PM]
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Friday, October 22

thanks to kenny

i found the dog breed i would like to adopt... it's called Labrador Retriever.
check it out... i think it'll be cool.

Apparently Dad is only worried that I don't know how to take care of a dog.
Mom is mad over the cleanliness of the house after a dog is adopted.
Granny is fine with the dog... Grand-dad will be delighted to have a dog in the house.
>_<

[emo kid @ 4:08:00 PM]
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cats whining

have you seen the trailer on the grudge?
it's so scary. especially with the young boi whining like a cat.
last night when i was trying to sleep when a neighbourhood cat moaned like the trailer... i freezed and couldn't sleep at least half an hour.
>_<
i gotto go... i'm getting goosebumps from typing this entry. by the way, i got the 2046 OST liao... veri nice songz. SIBONEY~~~~

[emo kid @ 9:30:00 AM]
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perfume critic!

i've got not much to say... i quite notti today. my heart still not ready to study. >_<
i need to calm down sia.
anyway, here's some of MY critic comments on perfumes... click here.

tomorrow need to study for Electroanalytical Techniques & Quality Assurance and Statistics...
*YawN*

[emo kid @ 12:43:00 AM]
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Tuesday, October 19

happy or sad?

lolx... i dunno i should be happy or wat.
because apparently, this huihui jie jie of mine has got another di called Sam. I dunno did she meant me or not.


yay!!! 50+ days! i can't wait man!~!
>_< i'm supposed to be studying de. *kokz myself*

this is wat she said in her blog:
Sam: di! lOL! of cuz i'm surviving.. even if i cant i HAVE to.. so... oh well.. -shrugs- u dun get too stressed too.. seems like everyone everyware is stressed up.. but everyone has dat special cure for stress... juz find urs and everything will go well... anything juz gimme a call k? and yes of cuz wi'll keep in touch.. :)

[emo kid @ 1:45:00 PM]
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Monday, October 18

-.- sinful

i can't believe i'd sinned twice this week.
last saturday i ate pizza hut at JE. today i ate pizza hut at PS. -_____-"
i think i need to self-evaluate and learn how to say no in future...

the personal pan pizza is damn small. but pls don't overestimate the power of the pan man... i ate until quite full de lo.

one module's down... i've got 6 more modules to go! HeEz!
i swear i need to work out after examz lor! then after that maybe go delta see-see... (at least next time i not so sotong when people ask whether i got go delta before or not)
wait wait, delta's showers are closed or opened one? if opened one i don't wanna go ler! >_<

study study study... sians.

[emo kid @ 5:03:00 PM]
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Sunday, October 17

counting down...

2 more incourse assessment tests to go and 5 more exams... the big fish is going to get hooked soon. ^^

58 more days to my birthday.
22 more days to NUS attachment.
18 more days to the end of the semester.
2 more hours to my charging of my new cordless house-phone.
^_^

[emo kid @ 1:08:00 PM]
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Saturday, October 16

>_< parfums

oh my gawkz. i think my dream of getting a branded perfume is going to come true soon!~
i was dropped hints that Emerald Shopping Centre has got a shop behind the bus stop, selling very cheap perfumes...

toiletries & perfumes are also available @ People's Park Complex Hawker Centre 3rd floor... there're several shops there to compare the prices. next time i can go there see see the prices ler. heeheez...

i feel like i'm advertising for them now. -.-"""
anyway, something to be happy about!!! i'm going to be 18 years old in less than 2 months! yay!~!

[emo kid @ 1:16:00 AM]
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Friday, October 15

coffee?

any1 wans to join me for coffee outing tonight @ SGBOY Forum's Brownies & Coffee thread...

actually i'm a person who doesn't hold grudges for long. recently, if u are ignored by me, u can try talking to me whilst i'd have probably forgotten what happened previously and why i was angry with u.
that's also a problem... i get irritated back easily. chances of getting irritated due to the same reason are very high. that's probably the KooN side of me, tends to get angry easily and appeased easily. =P

i made a decision! after my exams... i'm going swimming every saturday morning!! hehehe.

[emo kid @ 8:45:00 AM]
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Thursday, October 14

some koonie facts sorted

i can't believe i actually mixed up with the bottom and top thingie...

i chatted with some people on the fone today and finally realised that the top-and-bottom is referring to performance on bed!!!
i don't believe that! i'm so KOON!!! gawk, save mE! i'm not a bottom in bed. in fact, i'm not ready for bed performance!!!! !(*#$%&#*(*%$)

c'mon~ all the while for my 5 months in AJ life, i always tot that the top-and-bottom thing is referring to the role in a relationship because i got mixed up by seeing the fridae options.

they had 'butch', 'femme', 'top', 'bottom', 'versatile', and 'others'. i tot it was the behaviour in a relationship and i tot 'top' is the aj version of 'butch' and thus behaving more like a guy in a relationship!
and i tot 'bottom' is the aj version of 'femme' and thus behaving more like a girl in a relationship!!!

i can't believe i had misled many people's thinking!~! OH NO~~~

someone please enlighten me how to name yourself when you're behaving more like a girl in a relationship... (not performance in bed!!!)

i feel so salah now. -.-"""""

[emo kid @ 4:18:00 PM]
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quiz!!! so untrue about me!

suave
You Are The Suave Gay Man


What Type Of Gay Man Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

errr... i suave meh? i think i'm 1 ugly duckling. i got tummy one! >_< this guy de shoulders so broad and body so toned.

but the description only a bit true expect the prince part. =P

[emo kid @ 9:46:00 AM]
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Wednesday, October 13

attachment!

guess wat? i'm attached to NUS!!!
weee!~~
i'm working as a research student at the chemical faculty. lolx. any1 wanna jio me for lunch at NUS for November? (diaoz. i so bhb again)
$420 per month. heeez... not bad hor? attached to university still got pay de!

so far i'm quite happy with my other fellow students who are also attached there. well, at least 3 out of 5 have spoken or said hi to me...

[emo kid @ 10:53:00 PM]
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cancelled

if u were invited to any outing to my house for buddhist appreciation, it's cancelled. -.-"
i dun wan to mention about it.
some people just pissed me off to force me do things i don't like to do. (which i did in the past and have stopped practising it)

[emo kid @ 12:21:00 AM]
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Tuesday, October 12

new song again

i updated my song ler~
=P
it's from some advertisement's theme song. if i not wrong, it's a condo advertisement near Mohd Sultan.
today i went down to IKEA to shop shop... of coz, i finally get to taste my meatballs!!! nice worz... kekeke.
by the way, i already had the IKEA's shopping list and the layout of my dream bedroom done. i think when i'm more free, i'll probably use Macromedia Flash to do the layout to show u guys... lolx. i look quite determined to change my wooden style bedroom le worx... it costs $2221 leh. haiya.

[emo kid @ 12:03:00 AM]
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Saturday, October 9

jie jie... wo hao xiang ni.

actually i dun realli like the outfit i snapped yesterday.
here is a reason why: Huihui Jie jie (the lesbian/bi jie jie) friendster

i was wild and crazy... lolx. i actually wrote a 2002 word testimonial for her.

it goes like this:
Huihui ah.. I have known her since
April 2003. We didn’t start off as
friends very well. In the veri veri
first time we came into contact was
like in April. The encounter was sort
of strange because I first saw her
keep joining #SPiNX and parting. She
only started talking when I needed to
go Gold Coast for a holiday trip. She
suggested how much money I should
bring and things I should prepare.
After I came back from my vacation, I
heard from many SPiNX staff saying
that she is a talkative and spicy
lady. However, I rang up He-ShAlL-NoT-
Be-NaMeD and he told me that Huihui
(last time known as PuCcA^_^) was in
his house. I was sort of surprised in
the first place but this rude lady
snatched the phone to say “hello”. Oh
well, the very first verbal impression
is tarnished. I was sort of cautious
when I talk to this person. After a
few times talking in SPiNX, I find her
like a bot. Why do I say that? This is
due to a fact that when one normal
person is talking, she can talk like
four persons. –LaUgHiN’ OuT LoUd-
Anyway, this person provoked me and I
started to play with the /ignore
command in my IRC. Of course it ended
up that I won and she told sOmEoNe to
tell me not to ignore her. Soon,
another SoMeOnE made her to be his
daughter so I ended up calling her jIe
jIe. What a coincidence, huh? So this
is only the first part of the
testimonial on how Huihui become my
jie jie. What happened later on… It’s
the first real-life encounter with
Huihui. We met at Jurong Point. She
was carrying a bag like aH-sOh. She’s
slim and she got long hair. She simply
looks like one of my secondary
schoolmate. The name of that
schoolmate is called Judy. Oh my god I
really mistook her for Judy. So I was
treating her invisible for the first
few moments. We went to a friend’s
house to fix a computer; actually
frankly speaking, I like long hair
ladies. Therefore, I spent my time
inspecting on this person’s hair. She
kept SMSing He-ShAlL-NoT-Be-NaMeD and
we were sitting on the friend’s bed.
Suddenly the bed gave way and we
exchanged glances because a couple was
sitting on the bed. We were absolutely
sure that it was not our fault. =D Ok,
that day was quite a bad day. The
impression she left on me was like
Judy and she’s a cool person to hang
out with.
She really is a trustworthy person and
I really love her as a sister!!!! –
LaUgHiN’ OuT LoUd- Anyway, there was
once at amigal’s chalet. The chalet
was tempting because there were lots
of liquor… I remember I didn’t take
dinner, so I was easy to get drunk. I
drank one cup of pure Barcadi 151
while Huihui jie is gone to cHeOnG…
She came back sEh after Dominic helped
her to the chalet room. I saw one last
sip of Blue Sapphire Dry Gin, I
thought it was nothing so I finished
the last gulp and the dry gin was like
burning my throat. Anyway, I went up
to rest with Huihui jie jie and she
warned me not to be that naughty as
Dry Gin needs soda water. After that,
I was abit sEh. I rented an overnight
bicycle and I needed to stay with the
bike until the next day. But my head
was spinning already. She told me to
let the others to clear the bicycles
for me. I thought it wasn’t a good
idea in the first place but she
said “no nId to care about them wAn
lAa.” At first, I told her to go home
first because she also having a big
migraine due to the Lhambogini she
took. She told me, “sIaO aRh. I’m
taking you with me. How can like that
one? I cannot leave you here alone
until the first bus comes to the
chalet. I don’t care. I’m taking you.”
She really a nice person!! Just look
at what she said. So caring… She
really touched my heart man. After
that, we went to CcK’s Mc’Donalds for
morning breakfast and she was like so
haggard due to the insufficient sleep
from the previous night. I had fun
going out with this jie and at that
point in time, I already told myself
she is the best jie jie I ever had in
my life. But in her dictionary, she
got so many dears, aiais, baobeis.
Sometimes I wonder y dun haf sweetie
or sweetheart one or honey one… -
LaUgHiN’ OuT LoUd-
There was another memorable day we
hanged out together and that was the
first time I cHeOnG BoatQuay. That was
the first and last time she would
promise to bring me to BoatQuay.
Hahahaha. Actually you won’t want to
find out what happened but she really
gave me a good impression on that day
as a caring sister. It was on the
Creative’s Warehouse Sale that day
when Huihui initiated to cHeOnG
BoatQuay before we go Creative
building. I really will remember that
day quite well because it’s the first
time I cHeOnG BoatQuay. Anyhow, we
landed at BoatQuay. I remembered Momo
jie and her bf, ellen, john, isabelle
and her bf and a few people were
there. We were at Old Friend’s Place
and we ordered a Gordon Blue or is it
Gin… I really cannot remember much. I
remember I took 5 cups. I started off
quite slow but I slowly I was tAAAing
away. After that I couldn’t recall.
When I was much clearer, I only
remembered Jasmine (Sj`jAs) came to
take a tequila shot and she left soon.
After soon, Ellen explained that I was
answering a call and I went
like “Ehhh! cHeeEe bYee lAA.. Who call
sIa! HELLO?!” At first I didn’t I
believe my ears and Huihui jie jie was
like an angel. She told me not to
drink anymore. That day was quite
shocking though because I learnt that
I will anyhow shout at people after
I’m drunk.
That’s not the worse case. The worst
case is when she was sEh at Dante’s
birthday. Most of you saw her at ECP
that day. She drank quite a bit and
she really went like “Lai, wo men lai
pai zhao”. She can even fall down
after holding support of 2 persons.
And she wanted to take pictures with
people. =\ scary huh? That’s my jie
jie Huihui. I remembered that day she
could even call me when I flagged a
taxi preparing to go home, telling me
that she wanted to go home too. When
she was on the taxi, she fell asleep
immediately. Soon He-shall-not-be-
named called her hp and she could
still talk on the hp for quite
sometime.
Ok, let’s not talk about her being
sEh. She can be really good when she
hosted last time in Spinx. She’s got
the natural accent and she is really
sweet because she added in information
together when she hosted. =D
There was once when we went to SIM to
eat spaghetti. Till today, I still
can’t pronounce the name of the spag
properly. Hahahaha. She always like to
say “Where got people holiday liao
still go back school to eat spag one?
Well, I think that’s Sam lor, the siao
didi.” –LaUgHiN OuT LoUd- But I tell
you, the spag over at SIM is my jie
jie and my favourite. Heeheez. She
also said the SIM wantan mee not bad.
Eh, one day free we go makan the
wantan mee leh!~!
Let’s not talk about situation sources
anymore (ending the testimonial soon).
This jie jie of mine has a veri nice
smile. Last time I helped her take
some photographs at her house (machiam
cosplay or portfolio). She took out
her nice nice clothing to wear then I
snap photographs. One of the photos
you see now is taken by me wor…
Hahaha. The most important is the
smile. Her smile is so vibrant and
sweet. Anyone disagree will get beaten
up by me!! Her hands hor, veri small
like baby. So cute one. Sometimes I
feel like squashing and slapping the
hand. Jie jie, I never tell you before
hor? –LaUgHiN OuT LoUd- One more
thing, She got a lot of actions one,
and that’s a good point. Because when
you from far you know where she is
already. The disadvantage is a bit ah
lian lar =X It will invite numerous
glares from the crowd. Overall, her
actions are all very cute. Her
frequent words are “SHENG JING
BING”, “NI BU HUI QU SI…”, “YOU VERI
MEAN LEH”, “….LIM BEI BU JIAO HUIHUI”.
She often likes to tell me, “You don’t
step on my tail, you step on my tail
more than 3 times, that’s it man.
You’re gonna get it so badly from me
in future.” My Huihui jie jie got lots
of contacts. She really got so many
friends and dears and sometimes I
can’t recall when she says “there that
dear lor…” Haha. She is also a sporty
person and likes to talk a lot in
virtual world and reality. In virtual
world, she can make banners out of
names just when the person steps into
IRC. Like she always like to call
kiat` “kiat`errrrrrrrRRRRRR~~~~” and
she’ll call like 4 to 5 times. The
whole channel will know that kiat`
just came in. –LaUgHiN OuT LoUd- I
tell you she is really an active
person man. Even in real life, she can
be seriously talkative. On many
conferences we have last time, she
always talks about this and that. Most
of the time she will be talking. By
the way, she is an excellent singer.
She loves to sing love romantic
mandarin songs. She is the type that
likes to hug the microphone and sing
non-stop. So next time if you go to
KTV, and you are the type who doesn’t
enjoy to sing and sing, call Huihui
Jie jie to go. She can be the singer
of the day and you just dedicate a
song and she will sing for you.
Heeheez. Jie jie has certainly many
good points one.
However, she is the type who trusts
women instincts, how do I say? She
really thinks that first impression
counts a lot. (GUYS, remember well
hor!!) Decent outfit wear and correct
attitude of talking is absolutely
important to Huihui jie jie. She
really thinks that the first
impression will give her the cue
whether to befriend you or not. So
guys out there, if you wanna date my
jie jie out, remember, this is very
important hor!
Huihui jie jie doesn’t like to bring
tissue papers out. Hence, the men whom
goes out with her will bring tissue
one. (eH, for cleanliness purpose also
WaT!!) Kekekez. This girl with wide
contacts likes to go to Café Cartel to
bIo cute waiters too. Last time she,
together with a few good friends, love
to have the ‘girl outings’ to Café
Cartel to bIo these handsome waiters,
of course enjoying the sweetness of
the coffee and nice cakes too. Man, I
haven’t written such a long
composition for a long time. Anyway,
this is ending soon. I spent 2 whole
days writing this testimonial. For the
last 100 words, I’ll wish my huihui
jie jie all best for her future. I
wish she gets a rich lAoGoNg who will
have ample time and showering her
enough love she needs. I wish that she
will succeed in her education and soon
become a powerful businesswoman. I
wish that she will bore adorable and
beautiful children (male and female
also can) because she loves to
say “hello” to babies or toddlers.
Last of all, don’t lose contact with
me even though you are no longer in
SPiNX lIaO. Remember, I’m always there
for you!! You wAnNa cry, I got tissue.
=P (Word Count: 2002, Character Count:
8449)


damn. >_< i miss her again.
i'm at home today... processing my assignment animation. its taking ages to load lor. -.-"

[emo kid @ 3:07:00 PM]
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friday shopping

lolx. i spent my friday quite scandalously lar. sinfully, i ate 2 servings of dinner. i had steamed chicken rice set & pan-fried dumplings.
with that bulging stomach, i went to try some clothing at British India! we wanted to snap photos one, but the person stopped us! so embarrassing!
so i had to snap inside the fitting room. =P


this is me in the changing room... taking a snapshot of me in that outfit quickly before any1 catches me snapping photos!
Chris kor said i should put it on my fridae... so i edited and posted it on my fridae liaoz. kekeke.


after that we went to Pac Cafe opp Marina Square... slacked, ogled and chatted... i can't imagine i was attracted to a handsome butch from NTU! pUix!! y did i got that kind of attraction! it must be my expired contact lenses! (yar... i wore them more than a month liao. it itches...) after that alvin keep psychoing me to ktv. he kept singing songs~ so i got quite irritated though. and tempted... some of the songs he sang did make me recall those days... haiz. anyway, my self-discipline led me home though. =D

and when i reached my void deck, i took out my contact lenses and threw it before i go up the staircase to my house. taking out contact lenses is such an easy task than putting them on lor. lolx.

the next 3 hours will be doing my chemical assignment presentation... which i'm going to use Swift3D to make the animation orbital diagrams.

[emo kid @ 12:13:00 AM]
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Thursday, October 7

3 more tests. 5 more exams.

lolx. i'm so proud that i survived the 3 consecutive test days~~~
but the worst has not arrived. i'm going to have two tests on next friday. but meanwhile, today, tomorrow and this coming weekend are going to be my relaxin slacking period again.

>_<
i'm stuck at home today. i can't believe i just did it again. i could have watched a movie or even go to KTV with some friends. but no.... i'm staying at home with my computer (my wife) to watch New Police Story (downloaded).
even though the weather is so good to go swimming, no one is free to accompany lor. haiz. -.-"


u seldom see the messy hair with specs of me... it's like never (unless in a chalet lar)


heh heh.. my friend took a picture of my new shoe. ^^


of coz i not happi wif only 1 shoe, so i took a photo of the pair together...

[emo kid @ 1:11:00 PM]
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Wednesday, October 6

gambatte

i can do this! another is down... 4 more to go!~!
gambatte! ^_^

[emo kid @ 5:23:00 PM]
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Tuesday, October 5

backtrack

i did a backtrack... embedded a bit of my skills in Touch512 onto my musique file.
this song reminds me of myself. i'm too lost in books island now... it was extracted from Love Actually. it's a touching film! and a must-watch to all!~! lolx!
enjoyz.


tests list
1. Chem Eng Principles (tomorrow)
2. Quality Assurance & Stats (thurs)
3. Electroanalytical Tech (next fri)
4. Environmental Studies B (next fri)
5. Traces Transition Element N Complexes Sem Test (next next wed)

[emo kid @ 8:10:00 PM]
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Sunday, October 3

obvious

it's obvious that i shunned you. i despise you...
there's no particular reason.

i'm going away for 2 weeks... to books island for a study retreat. will be back on 15 Oct

[emo kid @ 12:04:00 PM]
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Saturday, October 2

track of memories

haha... once u start remember those good or bad things, u won't stop recalling those times.

just like this one that is on my blog now. Atomic Kitten's Tide is High. i first listened to this track on my NZ trip. it was on my birthday that i turned on the radio.
upon hearing it, i was mersmerized by the sounds of Atomic Kitten. i still could remember this music was played on my slumber party. everyone came into my room, brought the disco lights... and the beer barrell! lolz. they gave me a 'dentist chair' treatment that choked me like crazy. it really made me puke like mad that day... LOL.

* i miss those days in NZ when we're driving illegally... (and i'm the worst. i don't even have proper driving license... at least the others have restricted license)
* we also did graffiti behind shophouses (ok, this is legal in NZ)
* hanging out at the harbour, listening to the cold sea breeze, talked about the girls till daybreak...
* bought liquor illegally... (because we weren't enough age to buy at that time) lol. we actually cut our photographs from an unused ID to switch photograph with a lost ID, then we just go to a liquor shop and buy our liquor.

that sure was fun... loads of fun.
lolx.

oh damn. i've got an outing today! an outing organised by me leh! dim sum outing at Chinatown!!! haha. wish me luck. gtgz.

[emo kid @ 10:46:00 AM]
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Friday, October 1

some old memories

today i saw my ex at the clubhouse.
it was quite stupid why we broke up. she is a strong christian and i tried to get into that religion.
but i just can't because my family is a strong buddhism believer.
in the end, the whole thing was pulled into my home. the holy war of buddhists vs christian pastors.
i gave up and broke up. i was in a broken state when i did that. >_<
anyway, its all over. she's now my junior, taking the same course.
her brother-in-christ actually called me in the first week of school to warn me to stay away from her. i'm quite bothered and tat's basically why my grades are dropping.
i just hope we still can be friends.

i was reading some entries when i remembered another ex. she broke up with me because of an arguement.
i love to see her with those cheek fats. she want to keep herself as toned and lean as possible. we argued many times and eventually we ended up in a breakup. after a few months, i saw her in the perfect figure but her face is as sharp as a witch. i'd still prefer the old her. -_-
sort of missed her...

i'm deprived of love now, i think. lolx. starting to remember those sad breakup scenes i had with my 7 ex. haha... surprised, eh? i look like those kid who don't have a r/s before hor?
actually i oso think so... or probably i haven't get to taste true love. every r/s is onli like less than a month. i dun think they're the real r/s lor~

i know i know!~ i can go watch a dvd video! i'll watch Love Actually to heal myself from those heartaches.

[emo kid @ 9:51:00 PM]
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OC resolution

i just watched the OC on channel 5.
is it the show is too good? or i fell in love with the actor benjamin mckenzie?
:rolleyes:
i just suddenly thought that i shouldn't restrict myself to playing games. i should do what i love to do.
i should not want/get attention. i should just be myself. (expect for stuffing myself with sweets and trying to cut the baby fats out of my face)
today's episode had a good ending. i think i'll be able to sleep well tonight. LoL...
nex week's got more erotic turnout. dunch miss it at 11pm.
i can learn from the show: stay at home, play games, stare at the ceiling.
cool? i dunno.

[emo kid @ 12:08:00 AM]
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