Thursday, December 30
ai de tong le.. tong le ku le... (lol! that's part of the ji shi ben lyrics from Kelly Chen)
i'm starting to get immuned from Stefanie Sun's Wo Ye Hen Xiang Ta. yesterday my itchy hands went to sms him. oh yes... we're definitely friends lar. he didn't know wat he was doing that day though. 2 of us were weird too. lol... gang ga bahz. seriously, 2 of us realli no common topic sia. belong to 2 different worlds.
it's a lesson learnt that communication is very important in a relationship... those who're in a relationship hor, remember this arh!!! wish u all de best in ur relationships =P
i'm feeling a bit better. i just woke up like half an hour ago. later, i MUST go to school for the practical session because that practical veri difficult to make up 1. so i cannot miss that lesson... i'm currently listening to Dong Jie by Lin JJ! lol... how i wish i can sing to it. but my terrible dry sorethroat disallow me to do so. =(
i guessed i'm realli realli realli ready to move on......... 2 more dayz to my new blog!~! =D
Wednesday, December 29
2004 is ending. 2005 will be a new beginning...
hence a new blog for the princess will arise!
i'm in the midst of decorating that blog now. =D
i skipped school today. only 4 hours... i had very high fever. it was 38ºC when the doctor took my temperature.
after the visit, i sticked myself to the bed becoz i realised i'm shivering from the cold winds. in addition, i'm oso having a terrible sorethroat, with painful joints and bad backache. -___-
how to go whynot like that on friday?!?! cannot!! must recover faster~
then i slept all the way with intervals in between being called by my mother to drink some water. anyway, i'm pretty sad. i had flashes of heeren & paragon happy memories. >_< i'm supposed to be resting, not thinking of those stuff.
so when i woke up at 4pm, i booted my computer to hear some songs. i had to blast my speakers because i can't hear properly due to blockage.. i couldn't bear myself to continue finish the whole mTv of Wo De Ai by Sun Yan Zi. after that, i turned on Wo Ye Hen Xiang Ta. tears start to roll down...
argh. i must get over with this. i shall listen until i'm immune to it.
Tuesday, December 28
i just fell sick from chocolates! i skipped lunch (like everyday) and my stomach was sort of notti today. 4pm i went out of the lecture because i couldn't stand it anymore...i bought triple layer cadbury chocolate. >_<
fattening for lunch. i finished the whole strip. now i'm feverish and having a terrible headache. veri heaty food. my mom was worried and my dad is crossed... ahhh. watever.
tomorrow is pretty short day for me. 4 hour sch. yay! =D
i'm quite glad i didn't anyhow think today... i'm beginning to avoid her as the class talks loudly about me and the ger they trying to put me together with.
i was pretty obvious that i couldn't be bothered...
if i were to turn str8, i also wouldn't go after that lady. i'll most probably go after her friend. got veri nice complexion! so envy!!
but 4 now... it's monopoly time! i installed some games. my classmate said that studying 24/7 will kill me. i need games to balance up! okie, i'm a bit addicted. so i'm off to play monopoly. tata!~!
Monday, December 27
angel: c'mon sam. u can get over wif it.
>>_<<
myself: no i can't i can't...
angel: oh yes. u can. it's only a 15+ day fling. forget about it.
myself: i think i need a potion. maybe a spell.
angel: yeah right. on wat?
myself: a spell to make myself forget the feeling of loved. tat'd probably make the situation a bit better...
angel: o_O
myself: at least i hope it does. *phoebe's stunning look*
angel: u need to consult an elder.
myself: ok... LEO!!! (LOL!)
angel: my goodness. u sure look anticipating on this one.
myself: i'm all out for it. >_<
angel: argh~ *orbs away*
myself: damn it Leo. i m so cursed. i need a forget-love spell! Leo, would u start orbing before i kick-ass?
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Sunday, December 26
lol. i feel like a fulltime clubber now... but not yet to the social butterfly stage. =P
i'm going to suffer from post-xmas blues tomorrow. haiz.
this friday i need to make my way down to whynot again for the ReBoRn 2005 (and it's alex's birthday)...
another $20. >_<
i pampered myself today. i overspent money on branded goods. i NEARLY purchased Zara~ but in the end, i only bought some U2 & Fox Men shirt. =D the feeling of holding shopping bags is so good. it realli brightened my mood. LoL! nex time when i'm in low spirits i'll do that again!
my gawk. i feel so auntie.
especially when i was ransacking for the clothes i want at Fox Men.
Saturday, December 25
2nite i'll be at whynot!!! woohoo~~ lolx.
next week i might be back at whynot for countdown again...
i'm organising the SP thread outing~ any1 from sp/ex-sp oso can go hor!~
just inform me + hp no. (if i dunch have ur contact lar)
Date: 31/12/2004
Agenda: Dinner/Coffee&Tea @ George's/Spizza (not sure yet)
Place: Holland V
Time: 6.30pm
i'd been a good santa this year. lol... i feel like ho-ho-ho-ing now...
i'm shifting my blog for 2005 soon. will give the address soon on 31/12/2004. =P
Thursday, December 23
i dun feel like blogging about wat happened yesterday.
i just know today i already forgave wat the i/c did to me...
and i'm pretty tired
but i still go to town to meet kenny and a pretty lady (his friend la)! was sooo sooo tired after everything.. and mr gastric came up to me, started to play tricks when i was on my way home. i swear it never hurt like ever.
i told my mom i'm going to club tomorrow... which i always don't like to tell her. willingly, she allowed me to go~ wooo~ i'm so god damn free now!!
oh well... i better catch some sleep that i lost yesterday. =P
Wednesday, December 22
the party was great. i danced relaxedly for the first time in school. too bad we can't have liquor in school. >_<
was happy about the party dance, but upset over some other matters. i'm god damn tired. i've got a 8 to 5pm schooling tomorrow. will update tomorrow nite. tata~
- i'm pretty tied up with my christmas party stuff (my school one)
- i went to get very bright/luminous yellow hair dye. it's temporary
- more refinedly... it's called temporary luminous hair gel
- i'm still doing last minute downloading of christmas songs now
- my supervisor said i have not enough songs
- i borrowed a laptop from school. so i can do manual crossfade
- tomorrow is my big day. i heard there're going to be more people than expected from freshmen orientation
- i'm going to put on my ESPN cap and color my hair! act a bit punk with my contact lenses...
- lucky i only got 2 hours of lecture tomorrow
- so i can sleep after school at home
- some habits changed
- i started to feed on a heavy breakfast
- i dun eat lunch
- i eat small dinner
- i ate breadtalk today for breakfast! i can't believe i actually consumed it. i hate myself
- i stopped exercising. no motivation to continue... dun ask me
- i wear long pjs to sleep now
- i pamper myself with aircon now
- he onli sms me once today
- i shouldn't think of him so much. shouldn't expect that much either
- not even together... should loosen up & be more relax
- yay! i'm still single
- i went to holland v today with kevin
- he said my plan to ugli-fy myself failed
- the plan was to get myself wear specs to look more geeky and ready for studying
- as a matter of fact, he mentioned the cute word to describe me. -________________-
- i'm going to wear that pj-lookalike shirt to my xmas party tomorrow. yay! i'm going to look weird
- but i'm going to stand out! heez
- with my cap and colored hair
- i think i'm plainly too crazy
- yes, i am
- but it's the only way to keep myself occupied. to stop thinking about unhappy things &
- a lot of people going to whynot on xmas eve/day
- fyi: i'll be at whynot... camping there for xmas day from 10 to 3 i think
- xmas eve i dunno wat time i will go
- still got people say i look like jj lin
- think i should go change my name to lin jun sam
- ok. *slaps myself*
- "u're so buay hiao bai!!!"
- i look more like a boy who just came out of ns and stepped into poly for lessons. becoz of my geeky specs
- at least tat's wat they tell me on 1st day of sch
Monday, December 20
"don't act big when u can't. coz u r not."
Sunday, December 19
i'm glad that things finally were adjusted back to the normal state! heehee... maybe i had done too much thinking last night. too much of negative thoughts.
well, it isn't that bad bahz.
tomorrow's the official school day (got practicals... bOriNG~~)
to think of it! i was lucky i didn't go whynot yesterday! or else i would have met a CONDEMNED BITCH!~! wooo... so lucky! lolx.
thanks KooN for being there for me. last night. *winks*
i can reassure that things have worked out now. heeez.
i was lying on my bed. my eyes are tired yet my mind is active.
it's thinking on recent events...
bits and pieces fall into the memory lane. suddenly de va ju came in.
i cut my wrist. i spent my christmas in NUH.
is that wats going to happen...?
i hope it's not. but well, it's going to be a sad christmas. it had already been a not-so-good birthday anyway...
i really can't cope this mind games thing any longer. at any minute i might just blow off my top and get this whole game to a G-a-M-e-O-v-E-r.
argh. i'm thinking too much things. gonna get real insane soon... =(
i already made myself to such a state... y am i so stupid?
i tried to immerse myself into lecture notes, games, vcd, tv the whole day... yet my concentration is still not there. it seems to be drifting to a faraway land.
i never had such a confusing feeling... it's so scary. i'm going to go mad sooner or later.
see you at NUH. bye. i go unlock my window now.
Saturday, December 18
ugly people like me should hide myself in the house and never step out.
*nodz*
*pissed*
it's saturday. i'm still at home!
i wanna go downtown east to meet chris! but it's sickening far!! i live at J-u-R-o-N-G lor!
the acne cream is making my face worse. i stopped using it. i used alcohol based acne treatment instead. itz getting better i guess...
and i'm super fat. i'm realising that i'm fighting with my mind. i think i'm going to get into a depression soon. i'm going to bao shi soon!! how?!?! please do something to discourage me from bao shi! i'm already so fat, if i get into bao shi, i'll look piggier!
ahhh... games. i think that's the relieving depression formula (for now).
i realli feel like clubbing now. it's my first legal weekend. >_<
i think i had a bit of too much of ktv last night.
i went out with my str8 fren. he's sort of unhappy with his relationship problems... oh well. so we sang and sang sad songs.
2 of us only... sing until like never sung before. $25. ouch... so expensive sia.
nevertheless, today i'm going to whynot!~! heehee~ any1 joining?
Thursday, December 16
i'm rather furious right now.
i received some sms lar. from attitude person. Zzz...... boasting about some issues.
oh please, dun fake when u can't! becoz i can just see through u!
damn. i think i'm jealous. am i? dotz.
*walks away*
i woke up a bit sick today... like i wanna cough, but i can't cough out~
dohz.
today is considered quite a long study-day lor. i studied from 8 to 3... hahaha. with breaks in between of coz. looks like i'm settling down for school soon. with my geeky look.
i kept talking about changing my outlook again! like i'm going to wear back my contact lenses and dye my hair red... n i gave stupid excuses like "i wanna impress the teachers this week first"
maybe i might wear one week of contact lenses next week and try out first! perhaps cutting a short hair is a wrong step though... nobody believes that i'm guai in school now >_<
arrrghhh... i think i need to get some Woods before my cough really attacks me!
Wednesday, December 15
we checked the MacDonald's streats horoscope.
my horoscope says if i would have called for an outing, the attendance will be overwhelming... but i onli called one person though. because a lot of people thought i wanted to celebrate with onli 1 person.
which i did. lolx.
*details censored*
anyway, i realli could have rung up Kenny and chase him out to town to shop a while!! i guess christmas is coming! i need to do quite a number of shopping. DarNz.
duno if they did it delibrately... but they all pretended to forget about it. oh well... it's ok. i'd also want it low profile too.
well, we had lessons... hell of a lot of notes.
the onli people who remembered SMS me... but they didn't appear in front of me though. but i greatly appreciated anyway. =P
i'm having a half-day vegetarian diet today. and i ate too much rice for lunch! i didn't know why i ordered so much! >_<
i can slack until 5pm for now. haiz. i feel like having a slumber party!! i never had one b4. this saturday i might not be at home though.
i'll be in whynot!! havoc!!~! LOL!
as for friday, i'm still thinking on how to celebrate... maybe i should go mox!~! heeheez. any1 wanna join me?
i'm legal!!!
happy birthday to me!!~! LOL!
started counting when it was 400+ dayz... can't believe it really has come.
yet i'm deciding to celebrate it simple and sweet. alone in my room, rotting.
my 18th birthday... mmm.
i received presents from Wesley, my 2 ex, so far. heehee... my lao jie kaini is going to pass me her present on thursday~
Tuesday, December 14
i dunno wat... seems like it's only just tomorrow! suddenly i just felt like time will freeze at today.
i'm going to be 17 for the last day. i dunno, it's quite memorable... i think.
my acne cream is getting my acne from bad to worse!!! i'm going to stop using the cream based ones... cannot trust sia! i think i only can use alcohol based products~
in the meantime, i'm stopping the acne cream treatment. i realli dunno wat 2 do with it.
as for tomorrow, i'm supposed to go KTV!! but dunno KENNY organise until how ler?! KENNY!! update me on who's going and who's not!!! at least gimme an answer!~! if it's off, i'll probably rot at home until 5.30! i finish school at 12+pm if i'm not wrong...
Monday, December 13
i had been posting more entries at my livejournal (AJs only, so add me as a friend if you wanna read the AJ entries)...
i can't believe my lao jie is planning to buy me a mini-set of the absolut vodka. i'm quite excited actually... coz my class has been organising lots of birthday presents for many people. dunno they got plan for me or not... (SO BUAY HIAO BAI!!)
anyway, i think i might be popping down to IMM later on for Jurong Outing... recently they've got a number of outings lor.
i removed my friends list from my blog and cleared those shopping from my shopping list. =D there're simply too much wordings on my blog. i need to remove some!
woo hoo!~! tomorrow i go school at 12nn. =P because there's no tutorials on the 1st week.
i'm going to bathe now and catch some Charmed!! tata!~!
Sunday, December 12
it's realli coming... 3 more days. i can't believe. from 400+ days i had already started counting! yay!!! :D
Friday, December 10
yay! i swam 15 rounds... i think i burnt out the calories gained from spizza habourfront. =P
i swore i could do 16 to 18 rounds if the drizzle didn't come. so i scurried home immediately when the raindrops kept falling on my head.
today no aj activity at Jurong East Swimming Complex... =(
today is also the last day of my work. i got an A- for my industrial attachment. heehee... not bad la hor? =D
i need to hunt for snacks now! tata!!
Thursday, December 9
guess i no nid to sae so much about this one... any1 gonna buy me the miniset? =X
woohooo... i'm doing a bit of x'mas shopping.
i only buy for those i can remember on my mind. it doesn't mean if i'm close to you, i'll get you a present. it all comes to my mind when i'm shopping.
for example, i'm doing my window shopping, i see something that catches my attention and reminds me of the particular person, then i'll buy the thing. oh well... i'm trying hard to get everyone a x'mas present though.
to liven up the situation a bit, this song by hilary duff is brought forward~~~ letz have some christmas ambience!! heehee...
by the way, i cut my hair already. i looked like a secondary school boy (according to my colleagues) because my hair is less thick and shorter now. =P i look younger!! now i'm age-conscious! ya know why?? because i'm going to be legal soon and i realli hope i'll stay at that age forever!
anyway, i got dua by my jie jie. we're supposed to go to takashimaya Seoul Gardens. Oh well... saved my vegetarian diet. i'm lucky enough that i'm still keeping my promise to Every-Thursday-Eat-Vegetarian-Diet... =D i think i'll stay at home tonight so i won't miss the OC! heh heh.
6 more dayz to go!!! i think i'm going to zouk/chinablack for the JC bash event on 22 dec.
i also wanna go clubbing on x'mas... i haven't been to happy and whynot!! *excited*
Tuesday, December 7
maybe i'm pampered or wat... sometimes my mom is right.
"if those things you need to use one, go ahead and buy la!"
i got her some ladies tee shirt... but i got wrong sizes and colors that seem awkward to her. argh... i promise myself i'm not going to buy her anymore shirts!
i changed my handphone pouch because the last one was ruined! i also bought thank you cards & fruit digestive biscuits (vegetarian)~
habourfront sure changed a lot for months!! lol. i believe they're continuing to expand the place... even though they have 3 towers already~ i had spizza for lunch! it's an early birthday celebration!! >_<
i swear if the weather gets good tomorrow, i'm going swimming!!
Monday, December 6
this is the labortary alcohol i'd been telling u guys... >_<
the fat guy lazing on the bed on a late saturday morning...
i luv levi's!~!
tao yanz... tou kan people's undies!
hi peepz. it's me again. this time i'm bloggin from my laptop. i plugged every single computer gadgets onto my laptop~
that includes my 4 surround speakers, my keyboard, my 15" lcd screen!!! now my laptop works like my PC!~ heehee.
Sunday, December 5
it's less than 10 days already. i m terribly excited about it!!
oh my gawk... i dunno why todae i'm suffering from a bit of PMS. it's probably becoz i can't become str8 bahz.
bleahz. *slaps myself*
there're no way turning back already. no matter how you try!!!
guess this is it. i'm gonna be aj for my life manz. lolx. it's a fact. and official now.
back on yesterday... i was at Sim Lim Square doing my shopping! finally i got to purchase those computer gadgets i needed to use. it costs me about $80. i continued browsing on USB products. nowadays, the USB products are so pro! u can even find USB soundcard (but i bet it sucks one.) and oso SIM card reader on USB... which means u dun need a handphone to check whose number is on ur SIM card. so kool!~!
soon i think they're going to come out with USB neon lights. that one maybe i'll buy~ becoz if i go concert, can bring the neon light down there, use to support my idol! LOL!! (just joking)
after that, i got to go to OG. i got my dad a casserini full-length shirt! actualli i rang up the poor sick endur0 to ask about his shirt size. it's becoz i think he and dad's shirt sizes are similar. nevertheless, i'm not buying for endur0 la! i also bought a few of my stuff. heeheez... had a bit of Levi's craze.
i dashed down to marina bay for steamboat/bbq with my 1st 3 months jc classmates. they contacted me on friendster... imagine how powerful friendster can get. marina south has got plenty of ah beng and ah lian. i see until my eyes realli buay tahan. >_<
most of us didn't eat much coz the guys are going into NS soon, they dun wanna earn the extra pounds.
the thing was after the steamboat, we went down to the cruisy HQ: Raffles City Shopping Centre (i think now the more popular place is PS lor!). got some uncle stand at those railings. i felt watched. -__- no la, i think they're ogling at my mascular jc classmates. LoL! i think all of them got 6 packs, becoz either they all get Gold or Silver for their NAPFA lor... so li hai. xian mu si liao~ we had coffee before we departed for our homes.
on my way home, this guy who's from JJC. he tried to explain some things to other people, which i completely know nuts (coz i HATE econs & GP!! that's y i give jc a miss~). but then his eyes kept on me! i was like DOTZzZ.. i grew question marks out of my head lor. anyhow, on the trip home was quite sweet becoz he kept feeding me with JJC gossips. blahz. the onli thing that keeps bugging me is whether is he an aj? he keeps looking directly into my eyes when he talks. -_-
Friday, December 3
LOL!!!
i can't believe my mom accepted the idea of having a computer & laptop!
but then! i was modest to tell her that one person using two computing system is quite silly.
my idea is to trick her that tomorrow i'm going down to Sim Lim Square to acquire my laptop (which i already did like last week) and then tomorrow my Princess can see the light ler lor!~!
apparently, my mom told me to get my dad sponsored the whole laptop! i dunno why la... =x
today i found out my workplace, the labortory's storeroom, has got ABSOLUTE ALCOHOL (as in 100% ethanol)!! that's really expensive stuff because it is drinkable and tastes very good after dilution... i remembered my Organic Chemistry lecturer telling us that it costs like $2 per 100ml or wat la. i took a photograph on it. i'll post it soon. kakakakaka...
Wednesday, December 1
work has been plain lately... the routine seems to be repeating everyday. haiz. so bored... luckily only one more week till this boredom ends.
then school shall reopen! i dunch realli like the timetable but there're a number of lecture-theatres and lots of practical sessions!! that means plenty free hours + lots of reports to clear~
bleahz.
yesterday i went to Jurong outing... it was quite an eye-opener coz i get to meet new people. anyhow, i wasn't behaving myself yesterday, a bit tensed up though...
by the way, dunch drink the marigold yoghurt drink! it sux... so sour~! i tried... my gawk. at first cup it tasted quite okay, but till the end, i changed my thoughts.
