Thursday, September 30

white chicks in a small little scandalous world.
do you know that if you go to yahoo search, and type "sam yew" you will be able to find 3 websites that are related to me? lolx. i didn't know until yesterday becoz i was pretty bored in school.

well, i shouldn't be though. becoz the end of the month has reached. i've got a few stuff to do at Touch512 before i get some scolding. but i realli do hope the management understands my schooling situation lor. haiz haiz...

anyway, today is a 2-hour school for me. so shuangs... after school, i stayed for lunch and i invited myself to my classmates to catch White Chicks! LoL... how cheap of myself.
i oso saw an ACS guy eating lollipop at MacDonalds counter. I guess he's trying to seduce people lor. so obvious!~ it's either he likes older girls or he ish aj!!! he wears like a typical bad ACS boi. >_< tanned until just nice. but he's dao! hmpf!~ nevertheless, the movie was quite a rush lor. becoz i stepped out of the house late and made it to school to sign a bday card for my lecturer (for his birthday is today lor!!). then after that i rushed to plaza sing to see the movie. i can see that jarrich was quite pissed but he didn't show lar. itz because i made them lost like 7 minutes of the movie film lor. but itz not realli my fault ma... i feel bad again. haiz.

tell you something interesting... i was surfing on Missing Connections today, until i come across this familiar email from my ex-colleague at SPiNX. then i went like "OH MY FREAKING GAWKZ! WHAT A SCANDALOUS LITTLE WORLD WE HAVE MAN!" i'm starting to suspect every guy around me ish aj. lolx.

this world is so damn small. i'm still hesitating whether to go confront my ex-colleague.

i was very bored. so i decided to take an act cute picture. again, i see my freaking round face! >_<

face mask for princess
my mom gave me a nickname yesterday.
princess.
>_<
i ordered a face mask.

upcoming tests
1. Traces Transition Elements & Complexes
2. Chem Eng Prinicples
3. Quality Assurance & Stats

Tuesday, September 28

photos!!
heh heh. some fresh photos to share.

movies

change of plans: i'm staying at home on 10d b4 x'mas. lolx.
just watched Formula 17 on my computer. =D
DVD ripped...
veri touching show.
its a show tat's up to movies standard.

anyway, i've got a friend who is interested in taking part in the Singapore Film Festival. He's got an AJ script... anyone interested to be an actor, u can contact me!!

aiyah. i dunno wat to blog about yesterday lar.
schooling was quite sucky though because the 4 hour break was spent in the library.
after that, i went to makan Seoul Garden at Orchard... erm details, i think i dun wan to say lar.

today's quiz was pretty tricky. i think i lost 15 marks liao. haizZ... SaddEd. anyway, zhong qiu jie kuai ler! mid-autumn festival liao wor. like what my classmate always say, "burn lantern liao lo..."

next week is going to be a very rough week.
because i'm having three quizes in 3 consecutive days.

oh yar!~ December is going to be a very busy month for me. most probably busy at home everyday, so pls pls pls dun come and ask me out. i very busy man okayZz~~~ LOLx. i no need any special thongs or special dishes.

navigation changes
i changed the sides of my blog. i removed the completed shopping from the shopping list and added a few links.

bleahs...
time for school. 2 hours of school though. last hour is a test >_<
wish me luck.

simple entry.
...
ahhh, i'm fat.
i need to go on dietary revolution.
bleahz.

more to blog tomorrow after school...

Sunday, September 26

don't ask
if you are 1 of those whom i ignored ur calls, you should know why i didn't pick up your call.
it took me quite sometime to think how to write this entry. o.0
i tot of it. i didn't know what i want, what life i want.
no matter how hard i tried to change my life, it's always back to square one.
a life which i don't really like.
my life sucks.
if you ask me, i'll probably be jealous of a lot of people.
i'll be jealous of people who have their own gang.
i'll be jealous of people who lived near each other.
blah blah blah. the list never goes on...
basically i didn't pick up any calls today from ajs. my mind is in a whirl. i needed to cool down.

one friend called. her friend committed suicide. she needed money badly. i couldn't help her but to lend her $100. however, i had 2nd thoughts first. i was once tricked into lending some cash to a friend but he never returned. so at first i was reluctant to pass her the bucks. she sounded quite serious so i tried to give it a shot at DBS internet banking. but the system doesn't let me in because i haven't updated my funds transfer message or something... it's because i haven't been logging in for certain period of time. so i rang up and told her i couldn't lend her the money. she sounded pretty disappointed. i really had no choice. moreover, my mood is not good. hence i saved up the explanation. =( she must be thinking, "what a good friend!"

today i continued my Sim City 4, however, my mood affects the game. so there wasn't any improvement to my structure. =\ I did 2 tutorials (yeah~ accomplishment for today) but i wasn't content. i've got a corrosion science test coming up on this tuesday. bleahz... guessed i was quite lazy to pick up the lecture notes to mug.
the rest of the day was spent with the family, in the house. TV, gaming, homework. tat's how my sunday is.

actually, you know something? i hate gossips. and i hate untrue statements. maybe its karma i dun care. but i'm warning you. when i say i'm angry means i'm angry, even though i put it up with a smile. so dunch try me.

i did lots of thinking when i was avoiding many people. maybe i should go solo. or perhaps go str8?
it's a tough journey. i made it so far, and if i'm turning back, it's pretty difficult.

i know i'm quite neutral in all parties (be it some aj groups, school gang, buddhist realm, radio people), but i believe i'm begining to destroy all these. i dunno why, but i sensed i'm destroying the trust in everyone. i dunno why i'm doing that. perhaps i'm a sadist.

i think i need a counseller. i'm going insane soon.

Saturday, September 25

haircut, holland v

lolx...

woo... super shuang!

i dun need to say so much. the photos explained everything. i go holland v lor.
erm, wat did i drink arh?
teq sunrise + gin breeze + sex on the beach shooter + jamaican rum + burning waterfall
yeah yeah~~~ happi sia. after my burning waterfall, i got a bit high la... coz burning waterfall a bit different from flaming lambhorgini. flaming lambhorgini got the blue milk mixture for u, so u dun feel tat hot; burning waterfall is the fire go down to the bottom of the glass then u onli drink the fiery drink... haha. then the bartender shook my hand, thought it was my bdae. but i answered, "no, it's just a normal day." LOLX.
another happy thing is that i got my 2 dvds (thanks to endur0!) and my absolut vanilla!!! will post that picture of the absolut vanilla real soon! =D

before that, i was at suntec city having my haircut and dinner. well, the haircut at reds is not bad lar. the most impressive thing was i instruct the hairdresser to cut my hair one!! becoz usually i go cut is point the hairstyle i want. but this time round, i told the person to layer and trim off the sides... and of coz cut off some front hair but gonna leave it a bit long. =P at first i felt abit elton wors~ bleahs...

anyway, now i feel better liao. coz my hair got recognition from my grandma, however, i haven't seen my mother since daybreak. -_-" bet she's angry with me...


here's a picture of me having my brownie... so fattening hor. i think i need to limit myself to eating 1 brownie for every 2 months only. lolx.

so boring, so i decided to draw something on some paper. this is a lotus...

Thursday, September 23

lolx. try to guess where i am now?
i bet u won't be able to guess!!! becoz actually i'm at selegie now!!! tomorrow still got test, today still go lan gaming. i think i fail liao lar... i'm addicted to WC3 + sim city 4.

at this point in time, self-discipline is veri important sia. or else i sure repeat my semester one... i dun wan to forward modules!~ this time dunch have supp paper liao wor.
=(

wat is done is already done. the fact is i'm still at selegie now, playing game. LOL! wat a bad boi.

today onli 2 hour lessons in school. sometimes i really hate statistics... ya know why? becoz the calculator have to suffer lor... after school, i went down to Nines Cafe to study lor. then i eat that fattening brownie cake. i can't imagine i ate that. i need to go do running soon liao lor. or else i sure fat fat. >_< well, study until Daniel finished his lunch then we waited for Chris Kor and Asato to arrive. then headed down to selegie by bus lor.

now Daniel and Chris Kor still playing another campaign lor... some children passing by the WC3 map... so cute lor. today Asato oso join us lehz. >_
tomorrow i'm going to holland v to lim jiu!~! who wanna tag along? if ya know my contact, can sms me for details. ^_^

oh... gtg now i think. buai buai guys~

Wednesday, September 22

changed song
i changed my blog song. heehee. it's Five For Fighting singing Something About You. it's the swatch advertisement on the movie screens... i really love the advertisement, especially the small boys covering their private parts in a soccer game >_<

anyway, i am so bored~ i need to play a game. my mind is thinking about Sim City 4. lolx... -gonez-

typical sch day
it's another normal school day today again.
but i had one math test, one electroanalytical technique test, one haze presentation.
it all seems hectic but i realli finished all of them.

anyway, i was supposed to go for some annual general meeting but i was held up by the presentation. so i gave it a miss. oh well. ._.
i also realised that linus's steamboat dinner was cancelled!~ wat a pity but it's ok... i've got the halliwell sisters to accompany me later on Channel 5. bleahs. no homework though. later on, i believe i might do some research on my ulu pandan flyash incineration lab report.

upcoming tests...
1. corrosion protection (fri)
2. passivation & corrosion (tues)

-__-" the tests never stop coming... haiz. i hate to look at my blue diary sometimes though. but there're tonnes of work left undone. for example, the upcoming math tutorial will come next week. i still got 3 chapters uncompleted. ahhhhhh... >_<

Tuesday, September 21

so many schedules.
haha. today is slacky day. school starts at 9am and it's the last practical for this semester... wooo~! so enjoyable but i was quite irritated by my partner because he was a bit careless in washing the pipette and burette with inaccurate concentration of solutions.
nevertheless, the experiment was quite fine.

initially, we wanted to get some nice food from the staff centre so we decided to crash some lecturer's staffroom to bring us in for cheap food. we gave up about half an hour later and headed to a normal canteen. >_<

it was drizzling as we were eating. after our lunch (i ate nasi lemak.), we headed to the library to continue our slacking until 2pm. ZzZ... at first i wanted to do some corrosion science tutorial but the daily-talking just kept me away from the work i was supposed to do.

in the end, we went to classes with uncompleted tutorials. the lecturer gave a bad comment. somehow, indirectly scolding us though... oh well, the day was quite spoilt by him lor.

i headed home after crashing another lecturer's staffroom for some test tips tomorrow. school seems lifeless for me now. >_<

diaos.

appreciation
i do appreciate my kor kor to ask me hang out together.
however, somehow, the jigsaw piece doesn't fit into the jigsaw puzzle...
why do i say that?
it's probably because i think that he has a wide circle of friends and i do have some age gap problems too.
it's still hard to open up to these people (i'm not saying about Chris).

well... i think i'm still on my search for the better party of people. haiz. a party where i can be comfortable with.

Monday, September 20

heehee. happy...
i just realised something.
actually i'm not all alone in this world.
i don't have to keep those silly thoughts of commiting suicide and being a loner.
it's a nice world with great people. yep... tat's right. chris is a good brother... hehz. =D

school was quite slacking after 10am. we had 4 hour break and zhi xiang decided to catch a movie at Jurong Point. I turned out to be some extra lightbulb with zhi xiang because MJ & Rebecca were tagging along to watch Dodgeball. But i tell you: it's a very very farnie + lame show lor. the whole cinema had 8 people and 4 of us laughed the loudest... it was even better than Shaolin Soccer (which i laughed like mad dog too)

i skipped lunch and headed back for lectures. i decided to avoid zhi xiang because he might make me recall some unforeseen scenes, then i might laugh... the last lesson at 4pm was cancelled so school kind of rawkz though. it's because the lecture theatre we're supposed to use had its partition removed and they're sort of having a function for the maritime people. bleahs >_< then our lessons hold at where??!?!?! LOL! the lecturer told us that we could leave for homes liao. so i decided to head down to Chinatown.

today we hanged out after school at Chinatown and walked down to Boat Quay. It brought back some happy and sad memories though.
then we headed to Funan via Raffles City Shopping Centre for dinner. I had very big filling of chicken chop rice.
i had to chop-chop rush home to do some homework. Nevertheless, I already did some revision at Chinatown cafe. So i think i still can forgive myself for going home so late. =P

Sunday, September 19

dream shoes

-_- bored.
yep... i finished my Environmental Studies (B) case study. but i just realised that my Traces Transition Elements, and Complexes (TTEC) case study is coming up too; the lucky thing about TTEC is that we don't have to prepare any slides, but we must present using the lego thing...

so much of school stuff! i'm so bored now!~!

maybe i should blog about what happened on friday. i was out to patchy's birthday chalet (downtown east). but it totally sucks, okay.
wanna know why? it's because there're a bunch of pathetic 16 year old kids hanging around with patchy. fancy noticing a girl who's already 25, hangs out with 16 year olds... tsk tsk tsk. anyway, kenneth & I bought her 2 presents: a strawberry hairband + heart necklace...
we had a snack (pretzel) after meeting Daniel, Chris Kor kor (nice new haircut). i tell you: i hate pretzels; i'll never eat pretzels again... they sux.
poor kenneth had to come orchard FORUM to fetch me becoz i was a little late from buying the necklace at takashimaya's perlini's silver.

we hanged out at the place for like 2 hours plus and departed for selegie tau hwei. the tau hwei there rawkz man... definitely so much better than my school's one. LoL. we talked cock about NSF life. kenneth is an office clerk and he tells us how selfish he has to keep himself in the office. Eric, LeeAnn, Magdalene laughed their asses off when he kept saying those silly stuff. kenneth drove us home. i reached home at 1.30am...

upcoming test lists
1. Laws of Electrophoresis
2. Corrosion Protection

go die bah!
i have no comments how my saturday night was.
pls refer to this link.

LoLz. the stupid waterbar bouncer sux... can you please go bang wall and drop into a silly drain? then you got stomache suddenly and have no choice but to do your business in the fucking drain... after that your freaking face turns a bit more skinny and greener, not so er-xin.
but i was sooo angry at that bouncer. i vented my anger on the bin + tree anyway. withdrew some money and left for Jurong. argh~~~

i swear: 10 days before x'mas, i'll go down walk in front of him... give him farnie faces and then throw i/c in front of his face.

it's the 2nd time i kena threw out!!! =*(
argh. i hate you, fat fucking bouncer.

i did my window-shopping at PS liao! i found the shoe i wanted to buy but it costs $72! wah kaoz. damn expensive lor... but it's so tempting. later i post the picture let you all see.
anyway, yesterday my taxi past by chinese garden and the lantern lights never off one leh. so late liaoz, never switch off so waste money. its been a long time since i went chinese garden (maybe 4 years ler)... even though it's only 10 minute watch from my house.

*EDITED*
now that i've got all the case studies & reports to do, i guess i can't go out today...
my huihui jie jie (for your info: she's lesbian for a period AND she's the influencing factor/reason why i became AJ) contacted me and asked me to go out to orchard walk-walk. it's a refreshing impression of her asking me to go out again. -__-" with the same old gang we used to hang out together.
it's so hard to drag myself out when i just thought of settling down with those reports & case studies.

Saturday, September 18

toot off!
dun come n disturb me! i'm in a foul mood... actually it's supposed to be quite good mood but somehow i should stop reading someone's blog. it makes me infuriating.
anyway, i begin to blacklist someone... u know who u r. i felt stupid to listen ur advices. >_<
i need a bath now to cool down... doh~

Thursday, September 16

birthdays

Wednesday, September 15

photo entry


wah... just reached chalet got peahen peacock welcome us liao!


this one then is peahen... no colorful feathers behind...


lol... the chalet oso got mascot one... this one ish a peahen. more like a peahen showing the way to the office.


ah ha! peacock spotted on beach~!


don't run leh~


better take some human photos, or else people say i only interested in animals. wah... so sweet sia. guy teach ger how to rollerblade...


polluted horizon? lolx. anyway i'm at the southest tip of sentosa...


erm... male sadako in action?




aiyo... a bit blur la. this is virgil opening his mouth so wide. dunno 4 wat. lol.




i think i got zi lian kuang... bored sia.




the pro is showing his skills at KOF.


see! he win liao.




this is the clubhouse said to be haunted because it was left vacant after Jap World War II. according to lecturers, some Jap descendents still do their yearly respects/rituals there.


heez. my new hp pouch.


i only just realised the ITP office is having their lunch. jitao tio dua... sianz, my zi lian kuang sickness comes back again. i think i'm asexual.




my renoma!! lol.


i'm mad. haha. i think i go die la. i'm far off better dead. anyway, i'm trying hard to have my own gang, like my own clique... haiz. need some real close si dang friends. who wants to be my close si dang friend??

i had lunch with Daniel & caught up with him at Dover MRT. we met up with Elton at Bugis to do some window shopping... i guessed i didn't have mood to continue my shopping instead i felt dehydrated. soon we left for homes, but i just didn't wanna go home so early.

eventually i got zeke out and had dinner at jurong point. but before that, we did shopping lor~~~ still looking out for jeans and guess wat? jurong point's jeans are far more expensive than bugis ones. haiz... so i ended up buying no jeans.

i'm left with jeans, sneakers, and haircut on my shopping list now. =P

at first i felt veri sad but buying things really brightened up my mood.
once again: sorrrrry guys for making you all to load the photos like crazy (because i quite lazy to load them into the computer) =x only free to load them now.

tomorrow got my Quality Assurance and Statistics quiz... i haven't study though. -_-

Tuesday, September 14

mail
it's the 2nd day of school. it's quite slack though. but i was quite angry at first because when i reached the industry office, to get the attachment log book. i was told that the staff was having their lunch break. i was quite annoyed. snapped a few pictures while waiting for time to pass by.

eventually got the log books ready and went to classes. we got back our Traces, Transition Elements & Complexes quiz paper. i scored 42/50!!! i was quite happy though, but still i'm counted as average in the class... haiz.

the last lesson was on Corrosion Science. when we plotted our corrosion rate graph, the teacher kept saying, "point A and point J must be together". it really made me laugh when i shouted across the room "A and J sia~" some people just ignored. But some had a bell rang inside them. I think today is a very picha day! >_<

actually i love my timetable... after my practicals finished, my timetable is one day long, one day short for alternate days.
in a way... i can study better. =D

when i checked my mailbox today, i received a mail package from my cousin (NZ). he sent me a windows xp SP2 CD from Microsoft. hahaha... so sweet of my cousin hor?

lalala. i think i go do a bit of my Environmental Studies B report... since i am quite free.

Updates again
heyz... i just retweaked a bit of my blog a bit. I added a title feature & previous posts. i still wondering i should add musique file or not. heeheez.

Monday, September 13

busy like hell
lolx. haven't been bloggin lately. i was quite attached to the Thousand Arm Chenrezig initiation. then after every day i had a bit of coffee meeting here and there.

the weekend was quite an anticipating one. i bought a number of stuff, check it out by my shopping list.
sunday was quite fun too, i met Joshua at orchard. we bought bourne supremacy tix and went shopping around the town. Joshua saw the feminine side of me... we bought numerous things. LoL! I remembered we still walked to Crown Prince Hotel and take photo.
I dined while we chatted. Then we reached Emerald for arcade. We played some Zhu Ge Liang game. I sux... I didn't know how to play at all! LOL!~ the last time i had arcade-craze was like 4 years ago.

We went to Lido to watch our movie at 9.30pm and enjoyed the thrill abit. The outcome wasn't really good as I only got scared 3 times (but not veri scary though).

Well, it was just a friendly movie 2-person outing~ don't think so much, people! *koks head*
and Joshua!!! I not rich de!~!

Saturday, September 11

had been quite devoted in doing chanting these 3 days. so i decided to join a puja session later on at Eunos from 1 to 5pm.
It's a Thousand Arm Chenrezig Initiation.

Yesterday was quite anticipating... we sat down at Nines Cafe (Chinatown) talking about spirits. And, the spirit called Coey was found out to be negatively charged (evil in a sense), so Virgil subdued her somehow... I felt a bit better because I keep having my stomach runs to the toilets though.

Then we headed down to some Chinatown shops to have dinner. I can't believe I had my 2nd serving (to think that chris said that I slimmed down already). My Boddhicitta was acting up very high!!! I kept talking about Dharma stuff or chanting. Alvin & Chris said that I or preferably we have protectors around us, and they're a lot of them. In Samuel's words, they're guardian angels. Haha...

We did some walking around the night market around Chinatown area too. Some places sold a lot of ornaments and accessories. We past by some Indian shops with weird music which I don't seem to like. They even got the scent/aroma/incense in their stalls... which I didn't like them too. By the way, I believe that's how I got the negative karma/thoughts.

Anyway, we did walking from Chinatown to Mr Bean (Selegie). In the midst of walking, we did some chanting whilst Elton & Alvin were playing with 'swords'. The time was nearing 11.15pm when we reached... Josh, Linus, Virgil, Zeke joined us later on and Linus felt a sharp pain when I tried to exert some images into him (because before that I could do some images though). He claimed that I had strong negative energy around me. So Elton tried to pluck them out and Linus didn't do wat on me but somehow i felt something suppressing me.

Then Dad came to pick me up at 12.20am. The bike was fast, we took only 12 minutes to reach home. I swore I saw him travelling at 80mph (which is about 100km/h).
I did grounding with Vajrasattva's Hundred Syllabus Mantra later with Alvin's instructions... 7 times. Felt better though.

When I woke up, I had a slight sorethroat. I don't know why... But I really think I need serious cleansing & stop playing with these stuff.

Friday, September 10

updates
ok... i woke up in a fiery hot tempered. i tried to exert the fire energy inside me to the transparent crystal stone.
there were streaks of red lines inside and the stone looks like it's going to crack any minute.

I switched to chanting my familiar Om Mantra. I did 3 x 108. I felt a bit better only... There're still aches behind my back & the shoulders are tight. The feeling is just like getting sick.

Updates
I linked asaki & zeke.
I added saline solution into my shopping list... I dun have enough of them already.
I changed colors for my taggy. Looks more appealing now.
^_^

enough of it
i think i had enough of spiritual life... today i went out with alvin, daniel, monster, samuel, elton.
i can't believe i actually go out with monster. oh well... probably because i'm on compasionate vegetarian diet today. cannot show my temper in front of everyone.

anyway, i was freakingly bored to deaf~ or probably too sad to learn that myself is in terrible enclosed cylinder...
elton entered my spiritual world. he saw a Dorje, enclosed inside a dome-shaped cylinder. i'm trapped inside my own world. nobody enters my true world. this is the real me. i don't believe myself in the first place. i was sad after then...
even though elton tried to exert fire energy to help me extinguish that 'cylinder', i think i didn't use much of the energy.

the rest of the evening was spent with some spiritual Q&As. well, i think i should end my spiritual stuff. i learnt about guardian angels & stuff like that though. but i think i dun fit in this category. yep, i'm leaving this life for good.

=(

i still need to go shopping badly. i asked kencer & Koon, but they are just too busy. dunno doing wat... at first i was VERI VERI pissed off. but i remembered about the firey energy still entrapped inside me, left by elton. but anyhow, i think my bad temper comes from the energy.
somehow, i start to blame myself again.

oh mi gawk. it's PMS again.

it's nice to see good things happening on my blog, nice comments by fantastic people. =P
but why does it have to happen when i was so determined to give him up. =(

it hurts inside... it does.

Thursday, September 9

good morning
i had enough of black themes~ i need a change to my blog!!!
yep the revolutionary change to my blog includes new shopping list...
haha, i feel like an auntie all of a sudden.
anyway, i also linked Virgil...
i still wondering i should add musique... i scared i will get sick of my own musique leh.
nice or not? remember to add ur comments wor!~

haha... energy orgy
we had an energy orgy today.
hmm... how do i say?

i went out with alvin, linus, daniel, virgil, kenny + kenny's fren, elton, chris.

b4 our dinner at raff city shopping centre, i did tarot reading at nines cafe. it was quite a bad omen about my coming r/s...

in the end, i was consoled by alvin to take it as a reference though. hahaha~ we walked to pac café and everyone started off with lame talk. like the normal talk cock session...
after soon, we began to touch our hands and doing the energy on the crystals & playing with each other... lol! this continued until 10.30pm.

i realised i'm firey red energy... peaceful flow. actually i dun realli know how to turn on my system, all i know is i can exert my energy by chanting my OM Mantra (6 syllabus mantra). they said i have the metta type of energy, very peaceful flow. LOL!

some of them started to draw my energy as i could exert quite a lot. in the end, i learnt how to absorb a bit from alvin but could only draw better when i concentrate properly... anyway, the session was fun la, just that they were talking about turning on the system. i just felt i might not be ready for switching the system on.

when i reached home, i had mushroom soup dipped with bread stix... haha. wat a feast. man, i think i going to gain more weight soon. after washing up, i still took a bit of red wine from the fridge. it was good wine though. bleahz... quite bored now.
maybe i'll try play with my crystal in my room becoz alvin said the purple one do have some healing powers.

Wednesday, September 8

moodless
i'm not feeling good. i dunno why...
moodless all of a sudden.
-___-"
i wan to go shopping but the weather is so not nice.
zzzz... i'm tired of all these. i feel like giving up. maybe its just one-sided...
so far i did nothing useful today. i onli watched tv to kill time, hosted on Touch512 like shit.
alvin asked me out for dinner with linus + asaki. should i go?

sentosa rocks
hi guys. i'm back from my islander trip.
tired. i still some more sleep... zzz.

guess what? i brought an empty bottle of black label home, and took out my absolut and displayed them on top of my computer shelf... looks kewl.

i had been too obsessed over something lately. i dunno whether things are passing by too fast. things seemed to happen too rushed and i still can't believe that i'm focussing on this particular thing 100%. i start to neglect everything else, like losing interests in other guys?

Sunday, September 5

i wanted to do shopping today! but no people wanted to come along... so sad.
lemme see..


damn. i'm going to be broke soon.
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i also had been trying hard to enter his life. it's hard. but i'm willing to try... still need some driving force to spur me to continue though.

busy
holidays broke out! i also gave in to relaxation!
even though i din put in 100% effort into my tests & quizes, i still think i need a break. 10 week school is really too much bah. usually i only get 7~8 weeks of school term... it's probably a bit too hectic.

anyway, after Touch512's administration meeting at Suntec today (as in Saturday 4/9/2004), i headed down to Bugis to visit a long-time-no-see friend. he's selling fujitsu laptops, apparently i picha in front of his colleagues. so it was a hard time for the rest of his day...

i managed to drag Alvin along to Nines Cafe but he took a whole hour to reach before i did. i talked to the cafe owner, michael. we did quite a bit of chatting but i was pretty quiet.

when Alvin came, we made our way to Maxwell Market for dinner... the AJ porridge ran out of stock so the AJ uncle told me the porridge will only be ready in an hour's time. lol... the uncle really picha until veri jia lat lor.
that's why i know de. eventually i ended up eating ba chor mee!

we headed back to Nines Cafe after that. Chilling a bit and ogling at the incoming people were some activities we did. We were totally bored, that's why you see...
i wanted to see a movie but already made my way to Nines le lor.
Around 10.30pm, there was an 'imported' fella. he is quite good looking, reminds me of a buddhist friend (because of his curly hair). Anyway, he was quite a disciplinarian. because he kept looking at his i-Book screen.
After he left, we went to ask about him from michael. he was a counselor from American School. so he's definitely str8. wat a pity! hahahaha...

Wednesday, September 1

2 sided view.
wat? i'm getting more feminine.
how? i'm just simply too lazy.
huh? yar... dunch u see it.
so? i think i wanna stay single.
a-ha~ that's it, full-stop to this thing.
haha. ya la, i'm jealous of everyone...
oh~ i just dun haf my group of frens.
really? yeah, i do think so, i dun haf close buddies
and? like the ones u go out together & do stuff...
ok~ haha, farnie hor?